ok, i have decided that when i look for love, it usually runs and hides. so from now on i am not looking for love. nothing goes the way i want it to when i look for it. usually the guy either wants to be just friends or he likes my best friend, which is what i think is happening now. i was so excited to find out that i had a class with him but now she will join the class and he seems a little too excited about that. whenever i get to see him, she is there too. all i wanted was a little time with him by myself, but i guess i will have to share it with her. its totally not her fault, its nobody's fault, its just my life. i just hope i can put my feeling for him in that emotional garbage can where i store the feelings of every other boy thats never liked me but its overflowing.